Very strange morning, I just got back to my work after 3 weeks sick leave, and it feels strange
First, this is the first time I take more than 15 minutes to reach my office
Second, this first time not be able to walk inside my office
Third, ppl coming inside outside my office and I can’t stand up to greet them !
A number of my colleagues and whom I consider friends too came to visit me in my office, though
I almost missed everything here, but I still feel kinda weird
I don’t know why!!
I feel strange very strange, though my workmate had a very good news for me regarding SA law system improvements “latest improvements”
I pretended being excited though I’m not lol
Somehow, I feel I’m hurt and my wound is bleeding and I can’t stop the pain, I can’t stop thinking of what happened last week and how things gone.
Being sick, facing the unknown alone while the most important person wasn’t by my side! Which shocked me and I feel I can’t forgive
And there’s no room of forgiveness in my heart right now and i’m afraid I’m not gonna have it anymore, moreover, this disappointment; I don’t think I can take it anymore too.
I need to heal my broken heart so I can go on easily and overcome all of these I won’t say issues
I would say distractions.
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