Daddy ..I'm calling you
Daddy I need you I need you I need you
Dadddy daddy ..I want you daddy please
I'm lost , daddy please daddy I miss your voice

One Fine Day

Finally I had a thoughtless day, it was a regular Friday just like any other Friday , until when my brother decided to take me out with Anne, we had launch together and we went to the beach, I missed the beach so much , since I had my operation I didn’t go out due to not bearing light nor heat ..it was wonderful ,,K took me in the jet bout in a rid and we watched dolphins they were playing by the bout side and I tried to touch them but I couldn’t I was pretty far not close enough to reach them ..For once I didn’t think nor feel ..I was light just like a cotton candy so fluffy and light and feeling nothing but the air .. I enjoyed the breeze, the water, the wind..Simply everything...it was a thoughtless restful one fine day by K… Dear K, please don’t leave me , catch me don’t let me drop .. Have a peaceful night bloggers GN

The End !

To my lost spirit , please be strong and face tomorrow with your pride and strength. To my poor soul , for how long you'll be looking and roaming everywhere?! ...its time to rest and stay still ..
To all my worries and pains , please fly away and let me live tomorrow without you , and without even expectations ..I don't want more hope nor dreams ..
To my lost soul ...farewell farewell

Stepping backward

Whenever I feel that I’m ready to step forward, the chance or maybe the moment itself runaway and leaves me where I am standing!..I thought I’ve got to admit that I want it I want it badly and my life is really different without it …but when I thought it’s the right time to confess ,,it just ran away and left me standing there alone !! and words still locked in my tongue ,,, Good night bloggers

Nobody's Lost but Nobody Wins

Fill these spaces up with days.. In my room You can go, you can stay.. But I can't sleep.. I can't speak to you, I can't sleep.. Now these years locked in my drawer.. I'll open to see.. just to be sure.. And so I'm reaching out for the one... And so I've learned the meaning of the sun.. And all this like a message comes.. to shift my point of view.. I'm watching through my own light.. as it tints the shade of you.. Hold my wine, hold it in... Nobody's lost....... but nobody wins,,, I can't sleep I can't speak to you...

Cross The Ocean

Now I’ve travelled across the ocean .... With the same shoes just longer hair.... I still carry that picture in my wallet.... From the photo booth yeah it’s still there .... Just give me some kind of sign .... Is this the right place? Or the right time??? ,,Now I’ve landed in the Midwest .... Where you lived so long ago.... Remember I was always freezing ,, and now I’m covered up in snow.... Please just give me some kind of sign .... Is this the right place? Or the right time ..... Azure

Hope !

I feel terribly lonely , even my friend the one made me act myself with , made me feel alone even while we r chatting
I got 2 shoe pairs , I just have to get pretty things to not have such feelings ,,does it hurt? Yes it does ! pretty much too
Still trying to not let go of the hope glimpses might be there somewhere
Anyway, let’s hope things get better
Have a good day bloggers http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4CQkqQ8DXs

Last page of this Chapter

And then ..he left
Be safe

Me & all the mess !

I hate to impose myself to others and I really hate someone imposing himself to me! A relative is bothering me and pressuring me with his attitude and pushes mom to believe there's expected future between us while I don't think so and well I don't feel him like someone I can spend my life with .. He's like a friend maybe even like a brother ! I can't imagine it more than that !
Ops speaking of which, I just remembered ! I had the strangest dream ever :s I dreamed of me having S** with prince Charles !! It is uggghhhh !! OMG and it keeps popping up my mind today :s
What is that for God sake ! Running away from Mr. I know u more than u know urself into bed with prince Charles !!
Crazy
Let's see what I'll dream of tonight
GN bloggers

Staying home

I didn't go to work today and yesterday , I'm not in the mood ..instead I had massage session, and today I went to my dermatologist , now I'm checking latest summer bikini's and I'm planning to get 2 or 3.
I might go out today to get a canon cam ..well, I'm very bored and wants to spend my day in my bed.
Anyway, see u later
B'bye

Baby Shahla

Welcome to world baby Shahla
Last night I went to visit one of my dearest and oldest friends , she just became mom for the first time , awww that was wonderful but still can't believe she's a mother now lol we've been friends since we were 12 so seeing her a Mom now looool I can't believe it , hope she doesn't kill the baby from day 1 alone . It was great seeing her fine and happy and seeing her baby tiny copy of her .
Anyway, I saw many many people studied with me in high school OMG it been around 14 years or maybe more since last time we saw each other ! They changed and I changed I did recognise some of them , but it was strange lol seeing ppl you thought u forgot !
Tip of the day : enjoy your momento ! Have a nice day bloggers

Love, Rosie

Lovely morning :) I was reading this beautiful creative novel name " love , Rosie" its about Alex and Rosie , friends since they were 6 and they always believed they are only friends and none of them will be moving from the friend zone , until they discovered they meant to each other but it was too late for one of them and when it goes right for one the other waste the opportunity ! Until they become 50 years old and confessed to each other , in other words they are telling you its never too late ! ..actually what I liked the most is the way this novel written , its only exchanged letters, emails, sms's and faxes between all characters, you figure out all the actions through what is mentioned in the letter or letters ..starting from birthday card invitation , to classroom chatting lol until the last bit of it
I just loved it its really cool ..I'd advice you to read it I'm sure you'll enjoy it and find part of you lool
Have great day bloggers

My Angel

Have you ever been enchanted by an angel , an angel that flys around you and takes care of you?
Well! Yes I have one ,,my beloved angel that takes care of me ..it's pretty strange though but I believe on him ..he's my own angel that takes my pain away, my sadness, my tears, and even my fears .
I've never seen him, and never feel his warmth but I know he's there for me . I can tell him everything comes into my mind, I can share things with him , I know he's an angel but it feels like prince charming ..
He makes me laugh , I didn't feel happy for along time , he gave me something to look for ..I enjoy teasing him , I know I'm a bit aggressive with him it's just I don't want him to control me ...as mother says " you are wild " and I think he sees that part of me :s ..
Anyway I wanna keep the rest for me , in my secret box
Have great day bloggers
J