Regardless how sad I feel, I'm acting mean lately with everyone,,kicking ppl from my life, I've had enough ,,I need to take care of my mom nothing more than that, right now she's the most important person in my life,, she's the only one who tried hard to comfort me though I didn't even give her a tiny chance to notice how sad I am ...
I had one friend, whom I thought I can share everything with after my best friend Sozo, But this who was my friend; disappointed me the most ; more than anyone else...
I thought being a best friend means " we are together no matter what, supporting and helping each other", it's pretty difficult when you keep supporting your friends and you don't receive this support back when you really need it , when you really need a shoulder to cry over, a friend who listens to you when you feel you can't express your feelings to anyone else..
I gave a number of chances and I believe I was more than stupid because I did, I shall learned from my history ..anyway, I won't regret it, it's just another lesson to not trust nor be by someone's side while they don't deserve it ,,
the bottom line is I AM ACTING MEAN AND I CAN'T FORGIVE ANYONE RIGHT NOW AND I DON'T WANT TOO..
I don't want my madness to push my mom away from me ,,she's my beating heart at the moment ..May Allah bless her and gives her health and happiness which change her life
Amen
Good night bloggers
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