Mission accomplished

I’ve decided last night that from today I’m going to change myself and think differently and actually this helped me so far to have peace at least with myself, I didn’t feel angry at all today I was smiling all the day regardless the pain I was feeling which is increasing and I don’t know why but I generally felt happy and optimistic very optimistic.
I made a deal with my mind to start functioning in certain way and I think I succeeded apparently in configuring my mind. So, I was very excited about today’s morning meeting with the CEO, not excited to see the CEO or the content of the meeting ; no it was my project which gonna be presented and I wanted to be there ; nothing more nor less and I feel very satisfied and happy too and that’s why I said “ mission accomplished”.
My deal with myself and my mind is to start thinking positively and using my mind’s power and made it works for my own goodness, so there’s one employee who’s working with me and he thinks I’m competing with him while I didn’t even think about him and kept giving me that face:|, which tells you “caution, it’s high pressure device” lol I feel he is carrying this sign above his head and that makes me laugh and it’s really funny!. I keep ignoring him and I don’t even bother myself by giving him a space of my peace because he doesn’t even deserve it UNLESS I want to laugh I start remembering his reactions towards my comments lol which is really really funny .
All what am doing is making peace with myself so maybe in some point I get to understand me and my reactions and why I do things that I don’t want to do but I feel something inside me pushes me to do it !! Better understanding ummm yeah ; I believe let’s say that until I find another term which is more specific and describing. All in all I feel good towards life as a whole I miss this feeling; honestly this is the first time I feel good towards life.
Tip of today: try to think positively and believe in what you want and someday all your wishes will come true.
Good night bloggers