I'm living my life through Cathrena Eranshow of "weathering heights" novel; when she and Hethicliff "her lover" were suffering. He tortured her unintentionally and she did the same to him ...
I'm in love with my way hethicliff but from different age, with his strong personality,and love of isolation; actually there's a quite similarities between my Dad and Hethicliff. These similarities are between their characters exactly " before Hethicliff feels he lost Cathrena".
He was very loving and devoted to Cathrena but all his love turned in to anger when she got married to Ad and left him; though he knew she wasn't in love with Ad and she was suffering because she loves Hethicliff. I adore the way they loved each other, especially when Hethicliff sneaked to the Thrushcrose grange to see her before she dies and how he hugged her tight regardless that he was pretending he doesn't care about her and he hates her.
Very beautiful and that shows how they were in love with each other. Hethicliff and Daddy's similarities are in the lovely loving side which I adore most, but in the same time reflected on me and Cathrena when they hurt us unintentionally,, by their ignorance, carelessness sometimes, distance, these hurt a lot :( .. I don't want to be Cathrena because I'm not her and he's not Hethicliff ,, all what I know is he's away and I miss him. I know he has issues but still I feel I want to be with him.
I don't know ; everything in my mind is messed up ..
Good night bloggers
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